In BLAME, Teenage Emotions Are a Virtue and an Achilles Heel

Movies about teenagers often struggle mightily to depict teenage life with any authenticity. It usually goes something like this: There’s a pimple-free 30-year-old playing the star quarterback here and canned, made-up slang that sounds a little like it might come out of a teenager’s mouth there. It doesn’t feel real, or worse, it feels like the writers and directors of these films had lived these lives, only too long ago for it to ring true on the screen.

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That’s not a problem in Blame, the directorial debut of Quinn Shephard, who also co-wrote the script and stars as Abigail, a high schooler whose shaky mental health does her no favors when she accepts the female lead in her school’s staged reading of Arthur Miller’s The Crucible. She can’t keep herself from developing strong feelings for the substitute teacher (Chris Messina) who shares the play’s scenes with her. His own inappropriate thoughts about her make everything worse.

Shephard was 20 years old at the time of Blame’s production, but she looks even younger with the hesitant way she carries her lanky limbs and averts her glum eyes from her classmates. Her youth means that she doesn’t have to grasp at half-remembered straws to paint a picture of what high school life is like in this era because she actually walked those cinderblock-lined halls in the very recent past. Her memory is sharp and her ear for how kids actually talk to each other has not grown tinny. Nor has her grasp on how a teen’s hormones can make them feel like the fate of the world rests on every interaction. Slights—no matter how minor—from other moody kids and the adults who supervise them can feel like all of human history has been shaken to its core.

These enormous emotional swings wouldn’t have any impact without cinematographer Aaron Kovalchik’s impressionistic camerawork. Car headlights diffuse through rain-soaked windshields to create halo effects behind Abigail when she’s at her most vulnerable and hopeful. A wordless cheerleading sequence repurposes classical musical dance sequence framing—camera set at medium distance with the dancers perfectly centered—for a modern, more inward-looking story. Its slow motion and moody music wouldn’t exactly get Debbie Reynolds and Gene Kelly moving, but for a story about teens battling various kinds of abuse, it hits the mark. Hitting on these filmmaking fundamentals allows for occasionally affecting melodrama where the outsized emotions make sense and feel real.

That Authenticity Comes at a Price


Having a sharp sense of what high school is actually like cuts both ways in Blame. Those strong memories are so closely tied to emotions, which are impossible to properly contextualize without the benefit of age. The movie is unable to shake its characters’ perception of, “This is the most important moment of my life,” that hangs over a teenager’s every waking moment. It makes sense for scenes about inappropriate sexual feelings shared by an adult (who states that he knows better) and a minor, but the emotions run out of gas when the same weight is placed on woefully inept hookups and petty jealousies perpetuated by the movie’s young side characters. This pedal-to-the-metal approach to every young person drama comes very close to exhausting itself—no wonder why high schoolers need to sleep until noon.

But at least the teens act mostly like you’d expect a kid wracked with hormones to act. When the adults are on screen without any of the teens, their behavior is borderline alien.

Shephard’s script, written from a story she developed with her mother, Laurie Shephard, stumbles with adult characters when they interact with each other. Messina’s teacher character and his adult problems never feel as lived in as those of Abigail’s or her teenage rivals’. He disappoints his adult girlfriend with his eagerness to embrace his temporary teaching position—she has “a great job” waiting for him if only he’d find time to meet with her associate. The details are so hazy, ill-defined, and emotionally undercooked that it begins to feel like a child telling a story about a conversation she overheard through an upstairs vent—and only half-understood from the tone of the adults’ voices. It simply doesn’t feel right, and it’s due entirely to a lack of life experience.

But if Shephard continues to ask extremely complex questions about morality, as she does here, she will be well prepared when she catches up on life experience. The sexual politics of this movie—especially its climax—are brimming with ideas about paradoxical emotions and motivations, misplaced anger, what the meaning of abuse is if the abused is seemingly consenting, and doing the right thing for the wrong reasons. Antagonist Melissa (Nadia Alexander), a cheerleader who also has a thing for Hot Topic-style hair and makeup, could easily be drawn as a one-note piece of garbage out to hurt the emotionally frail Abigail. But Melissa is no villain, even if she’s a pain. She is revealed to have plenty of reasons for her actions, and she even twists herself into doing a morally correct (and cathartic) thing, even if it starts as little more than spite.

Blame is a utilitarian film through and through, where a moral end overcomes (most of) the means taken to get there. It’s an uncomfortable sit for reasons wholly unrelated to its heaviest thematic concerns, for it is a movie that struggles against itself in a tug-of-war between its age-appropriate authenticity and an emotional perspective that is simply impossible for its creator to have. But Shephard’s is a voice that’s on the right track, one that will sharpen with experience.

Director: Quinn Shephard
Writers: Quinn Shephard, Laurie Shephard
Starring: Quinn Shephard, Trieste Kelly Dunn, Chris Messina, Nadia Alexander, Tate Donovan
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